I used to ask “What is my higher purpose? What is my life purpose?” I ask this question at card readings, during meditation and during workshops.
The day I stopped asking is the day I realized there is some sort of awakening within me. Because this question can only and will only be answered by myself.
Something is bursting at its seams, I am not sure what. Sometimes I feel strongly that there is something I can do, I just don’t know what or is it something I am already doing?
My want-to-do keeps changing. What do I really want?
It feels like a dream I am trying to recall. It feels like a memory I am trying to recall. It feels like a jigsaw puzzle half completed.
And I am just thinking “What exactly is it? ” “What do I really want to do?”
It is not about “How” anymore.